ahh, Charlotte is being personal tonight.
If everything works out the way I want to, I will study history this fall. The reason why is, I like history ofc, but I most of all have an incredibly interest in murder, blood, mysteries, serial killers, psychopaths through history and people who will go further than any other. Like; vlad tepes, Josef Mengele, jack the ripper(!!) and etc. (oh there is soooo many more I can say, but don’t want to make this to long)
I also want to study psychology, so I can study the human mind. What makes people what they are and why they do the things they do. (I actually can take that along side history, isn’t that great!!)
I have always loved all above, and my mother actually find it a pit creepy. She really does. She always says “I think we need to test your brain dear. I really do..” But there is nothing wrong with me, I know what’s wrong and right at some point. I’m not going to go out there and kill someone just because I find it interesting. Also, when it comes to name, I have heard them all. Freak, crazy bitch, crazy, weird, psychopath, mentally unstable and etc. I don’t care, I will be a expert on this subject. you just wait and see.
I think this is one of the maaany reasons I love Sherlock Holmes so much. His enthusiasm for the same thing I find interesting and how we both feel around the subject. It’s not sad or horrible to me, it’s fun and exiting.
hahah, if you actually read this, then, bless you. And if you felt repulsed let me know why.